i once have a friend named A. she’s different from my other friends. she’s soft, calm and she never let me down. i intended to use my big-head to control her. i used to bully her. i used to make fun of her. i used to ask her to do my work. but that’s just how i treat my friend. maybe she barely knew me so she think i taking advantages of her kindness. or maybe i am. maybe my way is wrong. or maybe i’m to harsh. maybe that’s not even the way friends should act to each other. then out of a sudden there’s this one old friend of her came to our school. and they started to get closed. and i feel so isolated. by that time i realize how important she’s to me. by then i know how much she worth to me. then we had a fight. a big one. we didn’t speak for about 2 weeks. then i approach her one day. and we’re friend again. but now she’s different. she’s not as soft as before. and she now has new friends. and they’re close that even i can’t fit in. i try so hard so she can be herself again just like before but it fail. and now i just have to move on. i just wanna say
A, i love you.it sound a little bit gay.
